I can't remember a time when i was not being abused, have generally reckoned on about 4-5 though as we moved into the area where it happened when i was that age. I remember events and things that happened by holidays, christmas's and birthdays and can remember being raped at 6 and also have memories...

It sounds stupid but i have to say i don't know whether i do or not. I just don't feel anything at all, numb most of the time , not angry , not hateful, not spiteful, not excited , not happy , not even sad, just nothing. I guess i control my emotions to the point that feelings don't get in the way i...